i am selfish, self-pitying, jaded, ever seeking for some new meaning tell me that you aren't too and i'll call you a liar with my eyes because my mouth would never speak out against the truth of this world that we all live for ourselves in the depths of our minds, in the labyrinth with walls made out of sharp feelings and rusting emotions burning
i am at home in these depths, these dismal depths of self-feeling of knowing through hours of introspective meditation that i will never be enough but neither will you, neither will you my darling, it just has yet to reach catastrophic proportions of this living tragedy to see that this sea of life will only take, will only wash away