You follow a god who has every single answer,  no disease to big not aids nor cancer,  you feel like your running out of time truth is you haven't ran enough, he freed you from the world yet you still feel handcuffed, understand he has a plan you must learn to trust,  it isn't easy brother but your learn to adjust,  see you wanna impact other's but can't impact yourself, understand that he only wants to help,  soft Melody's in your head but that  not what you need,  will you keep trusting him and continue to proceed, you said you won't be moved but we haven't found you yet,  understand that jesus already paid your debt, do you miss him like he misses you, and if you do is it really true?, death can't defeat you remember what he promised,  you serve a god that is flawless, why be troubled nor dismayed,  understand that he refuses to trade, he will Never force but his love feels so unbreakable,  please repent because all your sins are erasable,