Sifting through lies for truth
Caused my scheduled recluse  
A formidable dispute
Original trivial pursuit
Like
What the hell are you?
I can't define love
I can't explain this feeling
Uncertainty for what's up above
That's why I'm always looking up
All I see is the ceiling
I feel sealed in
Even when my heads down
As I'm apt to drown
Oceans laid for miles
may have located solid ground
Every once in a while
I go out with style
And put on my best smile
What if I'm acting
People trust actions
What's the point of speaking
My mouth is *****
don't trust what I'm asking
Since the bassinet
I've been basking

Yet

Via
My humble up bringings
I felt down and left
I've failed at my best
Succeeded with worse
I play safe with my heart
And hedge my bets
Memories of her just hurt
Practicing what I just learnt
Flashbacks when Ever I
put on that Ol shirt
I was still kicking up dirt
Now that the dust has settled
"My Encrypted Diary"
I have so much to tell you...