I have a very horrible, overwhelming fear that everyone is going to forget about me.
I feel like the people version of the moments that don't get caught on camera and put in a photo album or like watching the sun go down every night so the bright purple, pink, red, orange, blue hues all just blend together or like trying to feel time that has already passed.
I don't want to look up at the stars anymore because I'm afraid that I'll miss one or one will disappear if I blink, I'm even more afraid that that's how I am in people's lives. I'm there and then I'm not and it'll just be another thing to forget.