Alone again,
I saw the horizon,
It was close...
I could feel it.
Again,
It was hope,
just a dream.

Happiness filled my soul,
I could almost be in.
I could feel the world again.
I was almost there
Only to wake up.

Staring at the pictures,
Watching the videos again.
I always doubted
I would've came back,
To this deep cavern.
I was wrong.
Hoping...
It won't hurt as bad this time.

I had hope,
I stopped dreaming,
I hate it.
Never again,
Forever again.

I was closed...
But I opened myself up...
only for a moment.
It was a mistake.
I after seeing the moments again,
I hate it.

Wish I could press rewind.
Tell myself, close that door.
Loose that hope,
Loose the feeling.
Forever again,
Alone.