I| have so much to tell you but I don't know where to start, this is the beginning of me giving you my heart... I've been through a lot of sorrow, i've been forced t endure pain i've had some feelings i could never explain. My heart has been shattered, time and time again I guess love was just a sin.
Now all I have are pieces of my heart that once was whole, and I'm trying to fix it's damage of when it took it's tole I'll be completly honest i'm overcome with fear, I'm terrified of love as it only brings me tears.
i'm clinging to my heart afraid of handing it to you because im afraid like the others, you'll crush it too. If my heart breaks anymore, all I'll have is dust. i'll be devoid of emotion, sanity and trust.
So if I give you my heart, please handle it with care, don't throw it to the ground, leaving me drowning in despair. It's just so hard to love again when my heart is so worn out, I promise I'll try but forgive me if I have doubts.
I just hold my breath and close my eyes as i begin to get shoved into this fearful nightmare i have come to know as love.