Control your thoughts and emotions,
The last thing I thought I could control.
Through the ups and downs,
Been way up,
And now this low.
One major step back,
Plunges me down into this well.
What can I ever do,
To be up there,
Smiling and giggling,
Like I really mean it.
Always saying to love yourself before you could love others,
But do I even love myself,
To be saying all of this?
Therefore let bygones be bygones,
And fill the soul with something else except *****,
If not I'll be sleeping in my parents basement,
Worse still,
Their storage room.