For dreams are best enjoyed when you live them You're and were the glue that held me together at the my seams and hem The stress and pain became the overflowing sea and I could not swim You constantly reached to save me But with love so deep I rather you save yourself Drowning in alcoholic dependency I am no longer me I am the broken eggshell My yolk spilled in the winds of time It pains me to see you leave my heart and mind so beautifully Forever a part of me My beautiful black rose whose roots so thick At some point the views became so different Simple problems became the biggest Should live this miserable life without the one thing that means most when all things fade away Or should I die knowing my beautiful rose Was drive out of my existence through my own ambitions My nothings became your everythings Arguments became rules of conflict Hearts became still instead of beating Insecurity became the driver of this ship Instead of love and companionship My Juliet, as I die from the poison I sipped May my spirit forever protect your heart and all of contents