I thought I was dreaming When my mother told me he was outside waiting I was extremely happy to see him It was expected, but I never thought that it would come true
He was the same as before He was everything and so much more Still mesmerized by how he looks at me with those brown eyes Still mesmerized by how well he still gets me by surprise
I should have listened more I should have let him explain But I just talked about myself and my pain I listened not to understand but reply
I wanted to hurt him So I threw sharp words at him The more I realized how much I love him At the end of the day, I never even said "I miss him"
When I saw him All I wanted to do was hug him I forgot that he was the one who made me realize that I'm capable of being hurt, that I'm not a robot, that I'm vulnerable and that I could die.
All I ever did was write poems he would not even read Pour my heart out in letters that I couldn't even speak Words that I so long for him to hear This love that just won't disappear
and there he was walking again and there I was trying to be strong again I guess, I'll never have a second chance at this romance If only I could turn back time, I would grab the chance
All the questions he answered All the questions he never answered Please, come back to me, Oh, dear All I want is for you to be near
If I get another chance one more kiss, one more embrace I'll gladly trace the outline of his face All I want to do is just to be with him
My ego was up at that time I wasted the time What could have happened If what I did was the opposite of what I chimed.
August 24 2017 21:10
Got inspired to write another poem because of the song, "Never Gonna Love Again" by Lykke Li