My mind keeps me tormented
But I keep wearing a smile in public
Only an expression that I've learned and mastered
To avoid "what's wrong" and "what happened" questions
As unfortunately I don't have any of the answers
Or I don't wanna say them out loud in public
Not to see the look of pitty & concern on the faces of my friends & relatives
My mind keeps asking
Why are people fighting
Why do we spend money on weapons leaving people to die of hunger
Why have we divided ourselves and made it legal to **** one another for no purpose
For money, land, power or resources?
It's not only legal it's considered noble & courageous
Why do we always search for reasons to divide ourselves
It can be your color, your religion, your ***, your body or any other thing according to the trend
Why do we keep judging eachother with no purpose
Everday I fail to answer
what's my purpose
Why am I here, why do I have to go through life, why are people still giving birth
Why don't I  just end it?
With all these questions and wonders
I'll keep going hoping I'd find one day some closure and answers
Hoping my afterlife is my happily ever after