saying goodbye to the people that were close to me,
building up walls but i'm saying i'm lonely,
is this my way of drowning myself in self pity?
but i'm changing friends like it doesn't matter,
closing out on those that really matter,
pulling friendship down like tap water,
how do i better myself,
in this weather?

is it better that i stay isolated,
from the world that i used to love.
for now getting high is my only option,
to feel this high thinking i will only get better.

so i lie inside the four walls i have build,
to tell myself how great it is without anyone,
anyone except you.

goodbye to everyone who actually cared,
i say my peace and now it's fair.
what am i gonna do,
when i'm gonna lose everybody,
and myself too.