If you would've known then,
What I know now,
You wouldn't wonder why I cry so much,

If you knew then,
What I know now,
You wouldn't have wondered why I wanted to die, just so ******* much,

Because the world is heavier than it looks,
And I can't carry this weight forever,
One day, i'm going to break down again, because you know what they say,
Never say never,

So please remember, go easy on me when im down,
This is more than just a simple sadness,
It hurts to the core,

So now that you know,
You don't have to wonder anymore,
Because if you knew then, what I know now,
You'd be depressed for sure.