I recall the early days, my childhood I remembered distant and so far away many things that are dismembered I remember all those times that we all had together it was so much fun wishing it would last forever playing in our own rooms with all our many toys in a house full of sounds with lots of background noise hearing my sisters in their room not far across the landing sometimes they would argue over a small misunderstanding and I would lay there in my room a box with a small bed thinking I would rather be in my sisters room instead sometimes we would play together silly little games they would dress me up and make up different names as we played in our rooms, mum and dads downstairs With all our silly antics without any worldly cares and our dad would make the dinner Sundays was his specialty pleased with what he made us kids a really nice reality and of course our mum who used to make such a fuss so loving and caring she would do everything for us we may not have had everything that other children had but that really wasn't important in some ways I was glad Thing's never really mattered as long as we all bonded cos we really had most things that us kids ever wanted I remember some of the Christmases with all the gifts and food it was a time of happiness and when our toys got renewed we had such great times when we where all so young So many happy memories and many songs were sung with all our beautiful pets around us all those cats and dogs bundles of lovely fluff and fur those little odds and sods times where so much better then I wish I could go back we where so much happier, things then weren't so black but we're all stuck in this reality all very pessimistic so I guess I will just have to be a bit more realistic but I would rather be back there with my family of old in a distant place and not somewhere that's so cold with my sisters, mum and dad such a lovely place to be having the fun that we used to have, all together them and me