I've got to ******* shave focusing on what there is to mentally save but I'm riding this wave out to sea tingling waves of humility sort of unable to see **** clearly blinking my contacts clean but not really dry eyes and yellow lines you've caught me in your sights I'm still a little blurry but you're not in a hurry and I'm busy busy working and listening to music that hurts me gotta find a way to be bolder still less colder, ******* still... not sure which train to board or what to bring I just wanna make sense of things all this eclipse **** and I could care less looking for something beautiful and shouldn't that be it? I want it to be enough I want it all to be enough and I know I'm tough but now I'm boring myself I'm looking for inspiration and you're not it I'm looking for an adventure and I'm not listening maybe I ******* should be