A part of me sees things "logically" I guess.

Theres distance between us literally and metaphorically.

Metaphorically theres distance between us so why not accept that and let it go?

Literally theres distance between us so theres nothing we can do about it and we can't work on things because of it so why not let it go?

But another part of me is so mad at you.
Why aren't you looking for me?
Why aren't you fighting of us?
Where is your grand gesture?
and I question wether you really loved me.