The urge has come back to give into the attack But if you do then you will die or be fighting to stay alive. I don't want to giv in and let my feelings win, but if I go back, then it wins, my heart and soul, are going to be dead. My light has burned out and the fire left me with some scars; Broken and torn stuck behind a prisoners doors. But I am innocent of all crime except unto myself guilt comsumes me. Because If I go back then my heart stos beating. The blood overflows, my viens are cut, ripped, **** IT I MESSED UP! So now I cry as I get burned alive, and by the crimson river on my arm, it flows until it dies. Until me, myself, and I die.