I feel like you hate me
Please tell me if what I think is true
Because I love you so much
and I want you to love me too

I know you like me
And, hopefully you care
But I feel like I'm just a burden
It just doesn't seem fair

I feel like you think I want attention
That I'm just fake and don't hurt
My pain is real though
And behind these eyes I'm honestly living a curse

I don't do anything I do for attention
It's honestly a cry for help
Stop judging me for what I do
Or how I hate myself

I wish I could feel that you honestly loved me
But I really can't
Which makes me hate myself even more than before

So, do you really hate me?
Or is this just a stupid feeling in my gut I have?
I need to have an answer
It will help me heal once you leave