I once caught Patriotism (capital p) and it was like the spirit of ol' Ronnie Reagan had possessed me and I wanted to fling myself through the rows and rows of houses that hold the standards of modern suburbia and coopt the values of the chrisitan (lowercase c) flavor of ethics and I found myself surrounded by emptiness and the flag flying outside had become a stranger to me as I had become a stranger to my country and I looked to the horizon trying to find a savior and I couldn't see past the sun