Frequently I find myself covered in soot Looking down I ***** shackles tied to each foot Above I see bolts of boring bold steel Limiting the stretch of what my feelings can feel Within the private gift we all have been deemed I am vested in crisscrossed layers uncleaned Hammering my head are your ticks and your tocks Recalling my labors for horrid have nots I must amuse the begotten bejeweled Robotically remain a chaotic fool Most of us have been trained to forget But avail awaits harvest like a reserve in the mess Special they are that save and revive Recognize the saviors that make you alive Ahh… Safely deep is the desire, a vision of retreat Infectious is the perfect picture which I have begun to see Fussing forgone, and put down with glee I've found the buzz that busies me That awakens my long since lazy feet And ends the feast that which my fears eat The world has given my soul a rhyme To which I flow and from which I rise I confused my curse; I'll refuse no more Its decidedly a gift that has settled my war