I die a little bit inside
by is-it0me
For you I broke my own laws
when I was with you I saw my own flaws
I had to work hard for a pointless cause
you swiped at me with relentless claws
You cheered me up when I was down
you made me smile, you made me frown
after all the love I tried to drown
your carelessness made me shutdown
I came to you with open arms
Vulnerable to your endless charms
and even though I heard the alarms
I let you cause me deadly harms
My brain is all crisscrossed
emotional death was the cost
while I waited for my icy anger to defrost
any love for me you had, you seemed to have lost
So now I stand here, tears on the floor
broken and crumbled to the core
you could not have hurt me anymore
you looked at me and closed the door
So if becoming my friend is something you want to do
the walls around my heart won’t be so easy to get through
I have suffered and cried and been broken too
still every time I think of you
No matter how hard I’ve tried
no matter how much you lied
even though I try to hide
still, I die a little bit inside