Did you intend for an 'us'?
Did you see the point?
You know, at first when we were naive,
Or was I just another 'one'?

I promised myself that I didn't need you,
I didn't need you to complete me,
But I subconsciously let down my walls,
As you fought your way to my heart.

I remember our bodies pressed against each other,
The warmth of your skin pressed against the chill of mine,
I gave you my first and possibly my last,
Now all that's left is regret.

I woke up this afternoon,
To discover your message,
I had stressed you out and my heart went under sabotage,
I can't help but think it wasn't what you said it was.

You went on to call me your best friend,
And didn't flinch once when i said the word,
The first hit of denial has faded,
I was never good enough.