I wonder if you think of how it used to be
If you put on a mask and tell people you don't miss me
Tell them that you've
Moved on
Forgotten everything
And don't care what happens next
When deep down none of that is true
I wonder if you see me
Everywhere you go
If you see my beaten up blue converse attached to every body in the streets
And hear my laugh on every summer breeze in the gossiping trees
If you wish things were
Different
Or remember things you promised me
I wonder if you ever need to talk to me but refuse to send that text because it
Hurts
             Too
                        Bad
To talk over the rubble and mistakes that make up what is supposed to be
At the very least
A friendship
I hope you remember the oaths you took and how you broke them without giving it a second thought
How you told me you would always be there
And then one day you were
Gone
I hope you remember
My God, I hope you remember
I hope you remember and realize
That you broke my heart
And I hope,
I hope
That I broke yours too