Can you hear me right now? My heart is racing but there's surely no sound. I'm always here but I'm never around. I'm finally on my feet & you're knocking me down. Lord not right now, not right now. Can you trust me right now? I've Queened you but I forgot your crown. You're an ocean, I don't want to drown. My standards are high, you're above the crowd. Your pictures are screaming, why are you so loud? Jumping while looking down. Tried to slide in safe but you're calling me out. Apology letters from the ones that miss me right now. Smiles behind frowns, night doubts.