I don't know why I ever liked him, yeah he was and is very attractive but why. Why would I like someone and develop feelings for them if I knew deep down they would NEVER like me back. I'm ugly, fat, and unattractive..!
Why would any one like or have a crush on a thing like me. No one will ever love or even like me back.
It's never happened and it never will.
I will never have a boyfriend or someone that even has developed even the slightest crush on me.
It would have NEVER happened
And I keep making it worse by thinking I even have a chance or the slightest shot with you.
You don't look at me the way I look at you.