Motivation to be lazy tweaken all day on high self esteem rising to the sky like smoke look at that grin, like a smug donkey hee-hawwing like a little jokester but nobody's laughing, you aren't amusing just sad bohemian life catching up to an unshaved smelly ***** can you at least get a job? You were such a sweet kid almost had a future and now you're stuck on the couch in time too high to continue moving forward with reality who are you really? I don't even know you but I know you frustrate me, but not because you're a burnout no I can accept a *** head, we can be soul mates and light one up right here but at the end of the day when the bowls are gone and the dishes need washing you seek more and I fear seeing that liklihood appear in my own actions.