A twinge of regret sparks inside of me and I fear I'll never be the same I never thought that you were going to be exactly who I loved But there's this soft light in the air every time your crooked teeth part Please show me those lines of love again I feel so lost in the moonlight and I'll never be the same And I never knew how this would affect me all the ******* insignificant people who I've called friends I never thought that they would leave to go drown in the ocean Is it all really that bad? Is it all really that ******* terrible? Do I have a choice? I'll never be the same