I need a shot of something strong- (anthrax?) 'cause I have too much passion for distraction thought it's probably what I need most, just a little break from thoughts and selfishness I do not own anyone, not even myself it's all variable it's terrible this illness of assuming the right to feel a certain way about anything when you're wrong, the feelings are wrong it's possible. Too much analysis not enough mental paralysis freeze let it stand still, we're close enough to the speed of light to halt forward motion of time slide in a black hole Helter Skelter, and I'll see you again a changed man, new person, brain transplant and I won't care oceans are forever and round like the universe citrus smiles mean only positive moments nothing serious ever again sight for sore thighs joy.