I wish I could be a blank draft. Something I could just make myself. So I could actually be myself. I look in the mirror and I'm not sure I see me anymore. I'm not sure I ever did. Maybe I don't know exactly what "me" I'm looking for. But I know that it's not the me I am now. Sometimes I think about driving my fist through a mirror. Maybe the shattered reflection would be what I'm looking for.