Where am I going? A concoction of darkness and fog clouds the road ahead. My map sits somewhere in the back seat, buried beneath the mounds of fast food trash and travel essentials. I wish I could find it now.
A month ago I passed a city. Back then it was clear skies and bright signs. Welcome to Big City, where all your dreams come true. And it felt like they did. Everything was fast, exciting. I lived my life by the flashing neon and chrome. 24-hour liquor, Girls, Girls, Girls, Do Not Enter. Thank God I got out of there. In a city with no stop signs, you’re bound to eventually have a wreck.
A week ago I found a country town. The familiarity of skyscrapers was replaced with silos and rotten barns. Welcome to Small Town, Population: You. In the unknown world of small society, everything became bigger. XXL All You Can Eat Welcome What once was a race became a conflict of common courtesy. You go. No, you go. I had to leave, or I’d still be sitting at a four way stop, waiting to move.
An hour ago I passed a church. I wish I had stopped and knocked on the door. Maybe they would have let me stay the night, or at least given me some directions. Since then, the fog has thickened, making my fading headlights as effective as a butter knife on a steak. I want to get out of this, to find a place to rest, but if I speed up I’ll most surely crash, and if I stop I might never find my way again.
Solace comes from a broken sign laying in a dirt ditch next to a four way stop. Proceed with caution.