I once did it,
Dived in deep
Though it was only four feet
And it was beautiful
The stars and summer heat

My back against the side,
Him between my
Unconventional thighs
And up until you,
Everything had felt right

But I'm not the kind
You could carry without the
Help of water makin it less heavy
And gentle kicks from the floor,
Sent water rippling off his arm
Around my unphotoshopped back
And my hair isn't long enough
To toss in a messy bun
To keep from the wet

And our noses danced while
We shared hushed laughs,
It was love until I remembered you
It was perfect until I remembered you

Now that it's gone and
So are you,
I can only look back and wish
Instead of brown,
They were blue

And my self esteem
Plummeted out of my ***,
But I knew it was a beautiful night and
I was a beautiful mess
But it would have felt so different
If it was with you,
But it wasn't
And it was something beautiful you never got to view