Hold on. Don't mess your water. You do everything for spite including help your dead father even though you feel that's drearily trite. An empty feeling I usually have lacking love even for my dead father Empty is an understatement. A misrepresentation of an undertaker making a statement. No program No musician programs could twist my arm in the name of love That's how I feel about what is my lack of zen about being full of love like so many other people I hope I'm wrong about my lack of zeal I pray to Allah I'm wrong!