Could not see the light , days repeated .. Nights dragged on. As I continued to fight. The ups the downs, they came they went. But in the end my soul was not content.
I fought myself looking for happiness.
Some piece of mind.
How unfair I was to myself, how unkind
My mind continues to fight and not give up...
I look in the mirror for a real close up..
I start to believe I have been healed. Some dreams I may achieve.
A new state, a new home , a new life. Beautiful days are collected.. Faint dreams of   becoming  a possible wife
Only to see the time fantasizing to be a
waste.. My demons still appear. They were only misplaced.