I’m surprised

I did more
then I thought
I would

I took a hike,
saw a show,
threw a party,
did something bad,
did something for
the last time,
and
certainly thought
of at least fifty
more things to do
once I’m better

I never kissed her though,
which is a shame,
because that I was the one
things I really wanted
to do

guess that’s just the way
the world is, just the way
things are

nothing is perfect,
but then again,
why must it
be?