As one year end gets closer and a new one set to start Why are we always looking backwards not forwards with our heart We always think of things we lost not of things we gain We just cannot find the sunshine for the rain We talk of what might have been and what almost came to pass We never speak in positives just negatives and sass We look at what we do not have and what we didn't do I know I do it annually, I'm sure that you do too This year I gained experience and friends I've yet to meet And I know that every one of them have made my year a special treat But as I look back on this past year I think of what I've lost Just in case I need reminding and I need to know the cost It's just our way to do this so our goals don't get set too high It's difficult to start anew than it is to say goodbye As we move into our future we will learn from our mistakes And we're sure to shed enough new tears to fill up the great lakes But, moving on into the wide expanse of the unkown Is something that scares most of us, It's the dice that we have thrown That leads into challenges and friendships not yet found To start the path to next year, you must hold the grass down to the ground Next year is the grail for sports fans whose teams fail There'll always be a next year but what of this year's tale It's one we look at fondly and we always think they're bums But it's written in a song somewhere that next year never comes I've tried to learn a lesson from each year that I've been here But because I'm always looking backwards there are lessons tinged with fear Of doing the same thing once again and of not doing what I should But if I look back at it rightly, I did all that I could With next year soon approaching I will put this year behind And I will think of the adventures next year I will find I will make new friends and spend time with the people I hold dear And I hope that you can do it too in this coming great New Year.