You promised you would be here but you're nowhere to be found. And i still look around your side of town to see you down .
Because i frown too, and i get down too.
and when you walked inside the room, i had the knife up to my wrist. And i told you step outside because i swear im gonna slit. Please dont try and change my mind, this is not me. But if there's ever a time when you feel lonely you can call me, you can tell me everything cause i get lonely too.
God hates me; why did he create me? My ***** beat me everyday.. i prayed that he would take me. Or just leave me on the floor screaming to the lord because iv'e done that all before. And he never came around, and now i dont believe in God. Where did all my faith go? I met a new man, he gave me back my ego. He gave me back my strength. He gives me all this love that i never had before. And im thankful for that more and more each day. Because he takes my pain away. And im thankful for that day... that i met you. And now i can start new. And its all thanks to him.. My one and only friend. My lover till the end..