Like a cold
Making me sick
Miserable
Unable to breathe
Making my head foggy
Annoying

Or maybe its worse
Like a deadly virus
Body sweating
Stomach curdling
Emptying its contents
Over and over
Until the taste of bile
Stay permanently
Im my mouth

But no

You
You're a cancer

Killing me slowly
Leaving subtle symptoms
Barely there
Until suddenly its all about you
All about the lies you tell
The harm you've done
And by the time you start
Making big waves
Making big impacts
Its too late
The damage is done

And the only cure is to endure
A pain worse than you
To **** myself willingly
Poison myself
In the hopes that you drown in it too

I had hoped you were just a cold