We called him Kansas because he reminded us of open spaces, but we should have called him nothing at all. He had a last name but we didn’t bother to learn it, something all-American, midwestern and bland. He had no hometown but a drifter’s restlessness in his limbs.
Kansas had a girl called Daisy-May, which wasn’t her given name. It was said that she could charm the rattle out of the snake, and we never knew if that was a a good or a bad thing. Daisy-May reminded us of the Forth of July, all sparklers and rocket pops, Cut-off shorts and bottles of whiskey. She crackled like a firework display.
Our town overflowed with them, we were too small, too pure, and they were too combustable. Daisy-May was as mean as they come, and Kansas was ugly in the same way that Saturday nights are. Knowing him was like being drunk past midnight, alone and walking home past ***** neon and watching the stars pass you by.
Every teenager in the county awoke at the moment of impact, the night Kansas drove his car through that barn on route 20. We flocked like pilgrims to touch the twisted metal of the guardrail. We followed the dead grass tire marks like the yellow brick road. Daisy-May was lovely as ever laid out in white like the ****** herself.
On nights when it’s so dry that our skin turns to dust and blows away, we think of Kansas and Daisy-May and how they caught fire. Patron saints of our frustration, desperation, too ugly to be real. Bottle rockets on the Forth of July. Shot from some lonely road to explode lights in the sky, to blot out the stars for a moment, then die.