In waves it's here
Muffled unclear
Sobbing over there
Wallowing despair
So far away
Hard to survey
All my fault
Not enough in the vault
Torturous unrelenting
Somber visions tormenting
Try I do
Must push through
This barbed cage
Ease his rage
What's next
It's so complex
He is strong
Still feels wrong
My mother in tears
The worst in years
Am I helping
As it's developing
**** what the hell
Break his shell
Bring him back
All I got
Too far to spot
Today he is fine
Tomorrow he might lose his mind