I'm fast approaching death, but not telling anyone.
So I have intentions to leave a note on my front porch for my family.  
It was probably more for me,
so I know you'd have some peace of mind
and you don't go looking for me in the winter time.
Cause I loved when it was coldest and I had this place I went when I felt like I needed to get away right outside of the middle school near my best friends house.
I'm fast approaching death and you're not helping anymore.
Your smiles aren't  as sincere and my lack of motivation's made it clear that I don't need to be so "here".