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Jul 2017
i believe there is a photon storage component within the brain; being exposed to photons, the brain has something sponge-like about it, that allows it to store these particle, and revive them in sleep, as we allow ourself to "think" that we've "seen" moving images (dreams) in our entombed state of sleep; going to a catholic school, i remember this x-ray experiment, of looking at b & w picture... and then closing our eyes, and seeing the face of jesus with our eyes closed... i'm just fascinated how the brain has this unexplored "*****" that manages to capture photons, to reveal to us dreams... i mean, **** the interpretation of dreams: that's toddler talk, i want to know the dreams per se phenomenon!

i hate how the educational
                                        system works,
first you're taught
biology, english, history,
you name it, but subconsciously
you're being taught "social skills" -
  how to: make friends...
and then once you leave
school:
       you're not taught anything
worth a friendship's wet ******
or a well-oiled *** of concern -
how the **** are people being
taught matrimony?
well... from a steady employment...
matrimony is a non-friendship
affair...
           imagine:
a husband turns to his spouse
and says:
   i've been having an affair,
i preferred drinking in a pub
with an old, than watching
  romantic comedies with you:
"shnuggling" on a lazy sunday
afternoon...
   yes, we both walked to
the pub, which was
   5 miles vs. 3 miles away from
our homes...
       imagine!
      by the way,
once women astart ageing,
the romantic comedies become
disney cartoons...
   and cat calendars!
            good luck with that!
like marriage, so like "friendship"
beginning with high-school
indoctrination...
     for some reason (esp. in h'america)
people have this high-school
theme, nostalgia, whatever you
want to call it...
        friendship?
unlike matrimony... has nothing
symbiotic about it...
           paradoxically stated -
  obviously there's a slave (host)
   master (parasite) relationship,
but in terms of friendship it's more
subtle, given the asexual theme
of conversation...
but first you're taught how to make
friends and not really bother
learning boring facts of history...
            and then you enter
the realm of inhibited befriending and
scare-mongering...
      ask a schizophrenic:
  solipsism is a coping mechanism -
               it's akin to a membrane,
within depicition?
                             a sain't halo...
imagine meditating while succumbing
to such an ailment...
                but you don't build
friendships outside of high-school,
the concept dies once you reach
university and the workforce,
at university you replace making
friends with making networks -
within the workforce, you establish
the rules of competitive sports...
after a while the hermit just says:
you know what?
         eat that glutton of raising a family,
have it!
     bask in it! get that ******* suntan
of glorifying "continuity"!
but do you know how many *******
sons *kant
managed to conceive
by mere thought... aha!
          so there really is a telepathy!
and there really is a telekinesis!
aha! but there's the law:
        only between the living & the dead,
never among the living & the living,
and never ever questioned by minding
the agitated dead.
      you know the kantian family?
    you know of the family of the apostle
matthew, i.e. the ethiopian matthews?
         telepathy? well d'uh: books!
  telekinesis? what about the evolution
of ideas? does not the mind move
the foundation, say, the bedrock of the church
that st. peter was: into a martin luther?
no, the two concepts don't exist
  in close proximity,
         almost like quantum physics
and the electrons:
                         when looked at particles(?)
when not looked at waves(?)
oh i believe that telekinesis does exist,
as does telepathy, but there's a catch-22
involved...
               neither of these concepts can exist
within a eodem tempore modus:
  the medium of simultaneousness -
the dictatorial rule of history,
and the arch-guardian of natural laws
(mort), i.e. death prevent it from establishing
an anti- construct to the stated modus...
i suppose the heritage of genes works
as the easier example of telepathy and
telekinesis... of what is passed on:
  from the cradle to the grave from the grave
to the cradle to interment budding
     of past, toward the renewed:
                            spring of mind -
   as governing both a post-scriptum
                                            and an awakening
the the refreshed mind took to revolve
once more, what was passed onto it
by its predecessor.

p.s.: an alt. title
solipsism: a sain't halo for a schizophrenic,
if and whenever reaching
a conscious-acknowledgement,
to test one's own cognitive strengths
     without a chemical impetus to
treat ailments...
          solipsism: is the only mode of
                   meditation for a schizophrenic;
and to think i've watched videos
were some american idiot was talking
about how solipsism is a mental disease -
IDIOT!          who?
   some satanist or whatever they call them
in california.
Mateuš Conrad
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Mateuš Conrad  36/M/Essex (England)
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