Handle with Care

Someone save me I'm in a lot of trouble
I walk the streets and see a blue green blue bottle
Take another pill but this time it's double
Softly swim in a pond with lily pads and willow with brown stubble
A sky above so tranquil it encapsulates my body in a rainbow bubble
To drift away the black thoughts of everything that's a struggle
I climb out of the clear water leaving ripples so so subtle
A door is in front of me as I stumble then I open it with a handle