I've never really given much thought to how one would process a close one's death, and really, there's no specific way to.
There's no "Processing Death: 101" book that you can order on Amazon.
And there's no way to stop your tears from falling.
People tell you to do your best to not dwell on it, but at the same time, you should not pretend you're not sad.
Oh how I wish I could just find the fastest way to acceptance, cause this numb style of grief ain't my thing.
Give me a magic wand to speed up the healing.
Hell, give me a ******* spell, potion, anything to get her back.
I'd give anything to see her smile, her her laugh and see her once more.
Please. I'll do anything. Just bring my friend back to the land of the living.
But there ain't no wand to bring back the dead.