just stop
it hurts
this pain so deep

what do i do with it?
she said yes!
how can i stop it?

i found someone way hotter
is that all i am?
physical attractiveness?

that's all i was
she was better?

awful red hair
you never liked

so what if she's a 32DDD?
like my body for me

i'm not pretty
and now

i realize i wasn't pretty
in your eyes
either

i'll never be
pretty

because you hurt so bad
and i'm scarred everywhere

i don't know how to
move on

i just want
to be held

and loved
without ifs, ands, or buts

but for now
just stop the pain