One day at a time soon to be a rhyme
I keep living, breathing too.
Why I am here I cannot tell you,
Seems as though there is no heaven just
my own dark hell...!!
I am in a bad way ,As though I am under an evil spell
burgers and Ice Cream takes its toll
as my pain weighs me down.

I fell.... I fell asleep way too deep
my power I have lost.

I felt.... felt so numb
like I belong to none.

I float.... I float inside my brain
as I search for my inner child's soul I feel her pain.

I Pray.... I Cry.....why do I not know?.....my heart....my soul
I have hands....hands to hold.... I see it..... I see it's near.

I know it..... I know its there in my grasp!
Could I lose my pride, could I take a breath?

I am naked....... I am bare......My story is out.
Can you hear....as it cries out loud? ....... I cannot hear it ....it is old.

This is a story I've told and told; this story needs to go & throw it away!!
It needs to go so I can live each coming day.... So I can hear my soul
and not what I can or can't control.

My Life was Never
My Life was done
My life was not ever not even none.

It will begin as I grow & need to be wiser than I think I am or not!
I have a life since I do breathe; I need to learn not to live in my own dark hell.

I go ...... just go with the flow
where it takes me I will not know but it will
be fine since I will take it one day at a time.

So heaven or spell in your own dark miserable hell
step outside and take a breath & see just
how lucky to be alive you are because
someone is mourning another humans recent
death!!

So don't be nonsensical; Don't be dumb
when you try to keep on getting numb!

We lose ourselves in the process,
So look for shimmering love and fill up with
people who show you positive vibes.
Rid yourself of the negative beings that may ☠️hinder☠️
Your path