why do you think,
that you deserve nice things,
blinks and things
things on your plate
things to bring out
things to get high...

why the ****
am i taking it for granted
why the ****
must my brain work this way

to just wanna get so ******* high
its a trap to grow up i always say
but its my mistake
for doing better than this state

**** this imma **** this all
always somewhere here and there,
neither nor,
what the **** do i want?

take care and god bless me
for if there is a god out there
seeing all my ******* and troubles,
do the job faster
the faster the better
bc i believe we should have a chat
before i start negating all man kind