why is it that nowadays whenever anyone asks how im feeling i just say that im ok just a little bit tired without even thinking that answer comes out of my mouth quick on the draw even when im far from okay when every day feels like a struggle to get up and a struggle to lay down trying to make sounds that resemble the word help but shutting up about my problems like I was told to do And I know that my co-workers don't want to hear me vent But what would their reactions be If they heard me snap back at them "feeling depressed and suicidal" awkward pause see no one knows how to address suicide from the outside they just tell you that they hope you feel better as if it's just some sickness that will be gone within the hour But other than that I'm okay I'm REALLY okay Just a little bit tired