**** I miss the times I felt alive and free the times I could just be
To make love
To feel safe
To have hope
**** it's gone the time has ended in this hellish hole i descended
To suffer alone
To be afflicted
To be miserable
**** will I ever heal will I recover is there a brighter side to discover
To hold someone
To feel again
To experience happiness
**** I miss the times I felt alive
And free the times I could just be
To be at peace and finally awaken as the nightmares cease