today i'm feeling like a dead dog on six day old august pavement. no lovers swarm around me to remember their spontaneous moment. only flies. who among you will kiss my fever-blistered lips? my bloated stomach wretches for the comfort of the old green dumspter i called my house, so homesick am i. i'm so sick of hope and trust, and no sun has ever shown me favor without burning me first. i'm wearing the best of my saturday night special, the old duck sauce t-shirt, unraveled shorts, sandals. i wear a culture-shocked heart on my sleeve so everyone can see i'm naive.