I wish to hear once again
the wind's gentleness, rustling
the leaves of the trees,
laughter as the sound
of somebody's delight,
a kiss carried across
the endless deserts, oceans,
valleys, skies,
I wish to see again
a stream of warm sunlight,
dancing from my windowsill
the bright and humble beauty
of a blooming, soft petaled flower,
the person's eyes
of whom I can't recall
but I know was the beautiful sun
in the darkness of my life,
I wish to feel again
someone's small, then strong, then earnest,
then old and faded hand, in my hand,
the tears of gratitude
and acknowledgement,
strolling down our cheeks
the love of strangers
who smiled at me,
and somehow knew
who I was inside,
the simple weight
of a single, slim pen
in my hand,
and all I could see
in the end,
was a young person
who could live freely again,
dancing,
in a shimmering light.
07.17.17