There was a point in my life where I was dazed,
Kinda like everything was a blur.
I swear it felt like a downward spiral.
My heart was stolen, my mind wasn't intact.

I've missed and I've lost
But then with you, I did it but didn't realise at what cost...
Until it was too late.
My whole life I've always been too late.

Too late to love, too late to notice
But yet always too early to lose

It was the time I lost hope.
Thought it was fictional
As real as the illusive fantasies we visualise.

Until you came back, ****,
You made it worse
Put me into darkness
I swear it's like you stabbed my heart.
Blinded me further and threw in the pit

But then... I opened my eyes
I looked back
Saw my descend
Noticed how I went the right way,
But turned to the wrong side

It then became clear
I learned to protect myself from the world
And not let it change or hurt me

... Never to let it torment me as it once did